La Toya Jackson was always closer to Michael than anyone knew. In this heartfelt memoir, she pays tribute to his tortured soul—revealing the intimate moments she shared with the deeply troubled pop legend. The first sibling to arrive at the hospital after Michael was rushed there, and the informant on his death certificate, La Toya noticed suspicious details and demanded a second autopsy. For the first time, she unveils shocking behind-the-scenes dealings that she believes led to her brother’s death, and she provides unprecedented insight into the destruction of one of the most dynamic artist/performers in history.
In an account sure to send shock waves around the globe, La Toya sheds new light on the dynamics of the Jackson family and the curtain of secrecy and intrigue that has surrounded her brother Michael, and the rest of the Jackson children, since they became stars in the ’60s and ’70s. She explains her estrangement from— and gradual reconciliation with—one of America’s most famous and close-knit families.
Like Michael, La Toya experienced an upbringing that made her vulnerable to exploitation, and her own journey led to hell and back at the hands of her former manager and husband, Jack Gordon. Sharing with honesty and an open heart some of the most painful episodes of her life story, La Toya reveals how anyone—regardless of fame, fortune, or status—can be trapped in a cycle of abuse, and how she was able to find the courage to rebuild her shattered sense of self, her career, and her relationship with her family, and to finally break free.
This tale will touch the hearts of the millions who are fans of the Jackson family’s music as well as those who have ever shared a special relationship with a sibling. Not just the story of the world’s most renowned family, this memoir will inspire anyone who feels as if their life has fallen apart and there’s nowhere to go, unless they too can learn to truly start over. . .
Hardcover and e-book edition released June 21, 2011. Paperback edition released May 29, 2012.
News of La Toya’s second memoir “Starting Over” was first revealed by Church of La Toya on Twitter. The book cover reveal was also a Church of La Toya exclusive, shared on Twitter on January 11, 2011.
The release of “Starting Over” was kicked off with a press tour including satellite, local and syndicated radio; morning and afternoon television, such as The Today Show and The View; and features in weekly publications like People and Us Weekly. Book signings were scheduled across the country, hitting New York City, Ridgewood, NJ, Chicago and Los Angeles.
La Toya told Us Weekly that she decided to write the book when women contacted her after seeing her 2005 interview on 20/20. “This book was written for people who have endured abuse. Women cannot allow men to rob their self-esteem and self-worth. I want them to know that they can use their voice to make a change.”
Even though she was pictured with her brother Michael on the hardcover edition, she stated that “the book is not about Michael. 85 percent of that book is about me starting over and encouraging [women] … The company wanted me to incorporate Michael and I realized he is a part of my life and he just passed so people are going to think I was selfish if I didn’t include him.”
“Starting Over” made the The New York Times Best Seller list for the week ending July 2, 2011, placing number 35 on the Hardcover Best Sellers list.